And I realize(while i was in the bus reading book after sending her home)that a certain group of people,from the thoughts of her talking about how others can condemn one person into a pithole of doom and shame. It’s really shameful to see these group of people. I’ve seen and experience first hand when i was in masjid darusallam *GO IDY* and everything change,when my uztaz condemn the whole group of the wrong teaching and brainwashing us to be closer to him. I was gladly saved though on never understood much about the problem as i wasn’t focus on it.
and me being a dj,a party go-er and drunk bastard half the time. I was condemn by a group of people saying im being a hypocrite for praying and such,and only few people knew my reasons and still accept me for who i am.i hate those groups of people. You take advantage of your religion,use it against the sinners and be proud of it? not everyone knows your shit.
I wouldn’t give a face to anyone like that unless they have a valid reason or a good proposal that convince me,like a friend of mine who used to be rebellious and now she is so pro active in islam,she goes well in debating about islam to me and i can agree onto her,for her reasoning and purpose of me doing something wrong is in fact true Like one such reasons,she wants me to pray before i meet her,so that she wont be sinned for bringing me out without a reminder from god to know our duty well,I was and still awed by her words of explanation of life i wonder how she spend so much time drinking and going out develops her thoughts into our religion. And in fact social media is making it worst just maybe a girl wearing hijab is kissing another man or some shit like that and everyone agrees..UNLESS *she’s married yadiadaa* POSTIVE FEEDBACK WILL COME ALONG.especially among kids nowadays . THEY THINK THEY ARE FUCKING SMART. OH GOD IM ROLLING MY EYES BACKWARD IT GOES BACK FOWARD AGAIN.
on the brighter note.
GOD BLESS YOUR PITIFUL AND STUPID SOUL,get over it. Life sucks.